9.30.2012

Irritated to the max!

I can't stand selfish people . . All they think about is themselves . . What can you do for me . . Gimme this and that . . but when the shoe is on the other foot, all they can give you is excuses . . Even after you bend over backwards and go out of your way to help them, nothing is ever good enough . .

And I hate a person with an old nasty attitude . . fake the funk in public so people think you're such a good person . . but if they knew the REAL you and how you act behind closed doors towards the people that's supposed to be closest to you, they'd be shocked . .

I'm just in my feelings about a lot of things . . Decisions i wish i hadn't made, things i wish i could change . . But you live and you learn, i guess . . I won't be no fool no more . .

9.29.2012

Goodbye #TeamNatural

I had debated with myself over and over about whether or not to relax my hair again . . I love my natural texture, but I was getting bored with the same hairstyles day in and day out . . I had blown out and straightened my natural hair a few times, but the last few times I tried, I was frustratingly unsuccessful in getting it as straight as I wanted it to be . . so I gave in and relaxed my hair again . . and I actually love having bone straight hair again . . I may do the big chop again one day, who knows . . but for right now, I'm on that creamy crack . .